so by now I think every1's got tired of my page why I only seldomly make an update now...(but I'm happy there's still ppl visiting~ ^^)
ok, the thing is I kept telling myself to draw draw draw but everytime I picked up my pencil I can't think of anything to draw... even if I do, after half-way through it, either it looks really crappy or it looks like another (pose-wise) another picture I drew or that I have seen some1 drew it like that b4 etc...guess I really have no ideas left...which is kinda sad, cuz I still do love anime/manga and drawi-- *ahem* more like *sketching* it here n there ...but maybe it's b/c I look at some1 else art they are like 100000x better than mine, and it's not like I may not be able to reach that level, it's just that I have so much other interests/ things 2 do that also keeps me busy...
anyways, enough of getting into more depressing thoughts...well I just want to tell every1 that I'm alive (lol) n is still planning to make an update on my artworks here!! (sorry for the lack of art nowadays!! )- so please continue to support and visit me!! Thanks!!~~ (= >w< = )

ps. just a thought, I've been thinking of drawing original characters...at least it could work out my brains into bringing more creativity in my art until I can go back into fanarts again... but seriously isn't it the other way around? I'm just weird, ne? XD